It's ok, because on some level I have been trying to live my life supposing he will not come back, but when they say it it sounds so DEFINITE and I guess, neither I, or them or H can know right now if he will EVER decide to come back right?! All I can do is just live and make the best of my life and my life with my kids ...
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
