Jeff,

I am SO GLAD that you got the book!!!! I KNOW you will really enjoy it. I can't wait to hear more of what you think.

I'm glad to hear that it sounds like the scheme with S20 is off the table.

Question: your wife seems so angry and resentful. Almost hateful. what happened in your M that she treats you like this? It is clear that in her mind her actions and her attitude are justified. I am not saying that you are at fault, or wrong in any way. I have just spent so much time thinking about my situation, "why would *my* walkway feel justified in doing what he did?" "what did *I* do to create the situation?" Maybe I missed this in your earlier threads?? Do you feel comfortable sharing this information? I feel like we have narrative on your thread that your wife is a ice-hearted b!tch who treats you like garbage. But what is her side of the story? I doubt when she was younger that she thought, "wow, I can't wait to have a loveless marriage so that I can torture the man I married by withholding all my affection and respect." ???? do you know what I'm saying????????

(((((jeff))))))
T