Thank you for your support Nasmat. I was touched reading your story and feel deeply for you while you're going through this. I too just joined, but it is so encouraging to see that you're so willing to reach out and touch others. I do not have any words of wisdom for you my friend, except to say that you are in good company here. I think we all are. You have been so honest and open, and I know first hand how desperately painful that can be. But if we truly want help and wisdom, which is all any of us can do, be honest and pray that wisdom is given with a soft hand. You have my prayers Nasmat. (((( ))))