I have had some really dark periods since this started. REALLY dark. Especially when I was still in Texas. I serioiusly didn't think I would ever recover...and I may not be fully recovered yet, but I know I WILL be.
My MIL once said to me "I hate to say this because he is my son...but I think you will be much better off without him in the long run. I know you don't see that now, but you will." I see it now. I have progressed so much further without him...personally, finacially, and professionally.
