I'm about sick of that statement... lol Even in the letter he sent before he left he said to bear with him, that I am a very verbal person and he doesn't talk. I hate it, and at this point in my life its pretty hard not to jump up and down like a 3 yr old and say, " THEN START !!" lol
I am off tomorrow morning, and I am terrified. I think I will bring a letter to leave him for when I am gone. Explaining how I need some kind of communication. Do you think I can ask him if he has been reading, or should I wait for him to come to me?
Here's the other thing............. I hope he doesn't try to ML while I am there. So silly, but I can't go thru this again. Things need to change in other areas first before we start jumping on the sack only for it to go away again for years on end.He seems pretty excited that I am going, which is nice. I can only imagine how lonely it is there for him.
Your right that I am asking him to change his whole way of life her. It's why lately I have been thinking this just won't work. I'm not all that hopeful that things will ever change anymore. For instance, if he wanted me to become like him, it wouldn't' be possible. So, is what I want just not possible. I think it may be a dream.
