When I have the girls, everyday is a busy one. Crazy mornings, busy evenings getting dinner, homework, dishes, showers. Definately keeps me busy.

When talking to the wife, hard to find that happy medium of just being non-chalant and rude.

She never called last night and so I figured she would call this morning, but she didn't. She must have just too much going on or she's having a little pity party like I do when the girls don't call me before bed. Difference is that she TELLS me that she is going to call, and then didn't. Not the first time.

I have the day off today. I plan on going through the storage and bringing out any winter clothes and the Christmas decorations. I won't get the tree this weekend, like I thought, but maybe the next Sunday, when I pick them up again. It'll be like giving the wife a zinger. We've been going to pick out real tree's together for the last 14 years.

Been thinking about her again. I had a weird dream last night. Don't really remember it, but I know she was in it. I know I keep WANTING her to contact me, but, of course, I know she won't.

How dumb is that?

Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."