Also Puppy I am not that strong I know her but for some reason when it comes to her I get weak and can not stay strong she really broke me down to a point where sometimes nothing matters at all to me. I think last night took me back to the beginning.You make it sound so clear and i see it but when I try I cant last for some reason. I need to really break away from her and see if she comes back completely I think the crumbs you talking about is whats going on,and its not enough. Why do i do this to me?
