HI Sage, thought I'd reply here...three days since a post on Sage's thread?????
Sage, I understand you feeling gunshy. When I copied over the posts for CJ to read, the first one (from May) was full of doubts about whether he really wanted to be here, how and when he rediscovered his "love" for me, lots of uncertainty.
It has been REALLY helpful to me to get these messages from CJ, and for some reason he finds it easier to express these sentiments in writing, vs speech.
I never came right out and ASKED him if he was back in this M, or anything like that. I just kind of opened the door and he stepped up to the plate (how's that for mixed metaphors? ).
I think from your H's actions and loving words, that he would NOT give you an "I don't want to be married to anyone" reply!!!
Why not give the guy a chance to tell you what you so want to hear? I KNOW that although nothing else tangible has changed, since reading CJ's words, I feel much more at peace and safe in this M.
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