"about devaluing yourself"

how can we not feel "devalued", when our H's just one day decided to throw us out like yesterdays trash?

an2m, I KNOW that I deserve better. I KNOW that I am worth more. I KNOW that he is an idiot for all he's done/doing. But I don't FEEL it.


M41
H42
D17
Adopted N14
M22 T24
"Bomb" 4/07
Sep 8/07
Admitted OW 11/07(only to me)
OW back 12/4/07
PA on off thru 7/08
says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08
D final 7/09
Moving on and up!!