God grant me the patience and the strength...9

[a new 2moro]

TOH is no harder for you than those who have trod before you.
take charge and decide how to pay the bills, where you and your girls are gonna live. you are still waiting for your old H to rescue you nope aint gonna happen. that man is long gone

of course hes right back where he was it happens everytime you pressure him...what part of you are pro-longing his crisis have you not been listening to?????

you say you dont want to see him...well thats today maybe tomorrow but we can pretty much see your pattern, he will come like tom cat looking for some and you will cave. Im sorry to be so blunt but jeesh girlie....you let him use and abuse you to keep him coming around. Bill said some pretty good things in his posts to you about devaluing yourself.