Sometimes I cannot take this place....

[kat727]

I know what you mean but it does get better. November, around Thanksgiving, is a difficult time since that is when I found about his first affair. Then 2 years ago he left right before the holiday but was over all of the time and then just after last year he filed for D, and this year he filed for bankruptcy. I could sit there and blame the month or the season or the holiday and yes it still may be hard later but really, I can't keep thinking about what HE did or continues to do. It is in the past, I am learning and I am moving on. Just in case you are wondering, I will admit I am not strong enough yet to look back on the book of our life together and not get a little upset. I am a bit raw still.

You too will get to this point if you allow yourself. Hugs.

kat