Sage: Never stop posting this feelings that are still inside of you...!!... and you know what... i have the same doubts and scares time to time, you can read my thread, and i hope like you, this fears go away in months or a year... that we can learn to enjoy and live with the doubt and risk that any R, not only ours, have... Yesterday night i have a terrible nightmare... i remember everything of it... and i waked up in the middle of it, and when i saw my h laying besides me, i relax... you can understand whats about the nightmare... so... i think we are normal person.. andrea
