Preparing for the chance you might actually run into her (which your conscious knows is unlikely, but your subconscious doesn't trust it. That would be a guess.
Donna,
Thanks for the hugs and for stopping by.....
Today was better... I only had a brief foggy moment...
The funny thing is I really do think I will see her soon.... It is really weird.... The last time, I felt it so strongly... Then, the phone call..... I would not be surprised if she somehow "bumped" into me on my side of town....
Take Care,
RMG
Last edited by RMG77739; 12/04/0812:26 AM.
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"
Also, I remind myself why I am divorced, the things that happened to me and the stuff that the unwilling went through because of her. That tends to take the wind out of my random thoughts!
Steve,
Thanks for the post.......
I went through H$LL with my exW..... All of the lies..... All of the deception....... AND so much more... You know what I mean.... My question is the following:
Quote:
Given: You are unattached.
Given: Your ex has gone through intensive IC, admits to all the wrongs committed, asks for forgiveness, is unattached and wants ANOTHER chance.
Question: Would you consider it?
I KNOW the rational thought is to tell your ex to F$CK OFF!!! However, what what your heart tell you to do?
I have to admit... The LAST time I did something with my heart... I Med my exW.... Even though my rational thought was to stay with my GF at the time... I loved my exW so much my heart won out.....
Take Care,
RMG
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"
RMG, I think I am a little confused here. Arent you already remarried? Am I to take it that you would leave your new wife if exW came begging back? Please clarify.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
Oh... No.... That is not what I meant at all.... I was just writing that if one was not married or dating someone..... How many would be tempted to give it a chance?
Since I am married, that does not include me..... But, if were not married...... Who knows? I was truly a hopeless romantic at heart.... However, exW killed that... Maybe, I would be able to believe deeply in my heart she really "gets it"......
RMG
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"
I feel my heart slowly but surely coming into alignment with my mind. In a perfect world, yes. I've yet to find someone that when I held them they just "felt right". However, I'm pretty sure that I will given enough time.
I feel ya bro... but I think it will pass for all of us.
I feel my heart slowly but surely coming into alignment with my mind. In a perfect world, yes. I've yet to find someone that when I held them they just "felt right". However, I'm pretty sure that I will given enough time.
I feel ya bro... but I think it will pass for all of us.
Steve
Steve,
You are very right.... When my R ended with GF #1 after six years, I thought I would NEVER EVER recover.... Luckily, I had an adorable red head who kept me "busy"...
Take Care,
RMG
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"
I had one of those really bad days today. I had several dreams about exW last night. Then, I could not shake thoughts of her all day. I tried to refocus several times; it did not work at all. I feel like there is a reason for this. I am not sure exactly what it is. Such is life....
Take Care,
RMG
Okay.... This is TOO WEIRD..... I was thinking about this "Stuck in the Mud!" topic..... I now look back.... It was the 18th anniversary of meeting my exW... Yet, I had not even noticed the anniversary had come and gone it earlier.....
RMG
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"
Well, there you go! Isn't it amazing how our mind is able to help us, even protect us, when it has to? Much better to have some weird dreams that bring a little bit of discomfort, than to deal with a conscious day of mourning over something that was. You were surpressing it, and the dreams were the release valve!
Thanks for stopping by again..... The mud has been still pretty thick at times..... Some odd things have happened... I just shrug them off.... I wish I could write it was getting easier... It simply has not... It is what it is.....
I pray all is well with you...
Take Care,
RMG
Last edited by RMG77739; 12/07/0806:36 AM.
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"
But, if were not married...... Who knows? I was truly a hopeless romantic at heart.... However, exW killed that... Maybe, I would be able to believe deeply in my heart she really "gets it"......