Creeping through no man's land

[ACJ]

Thanks for the hellos and hugs. Vali where have you been?????????

You are not very familiar with the concept of 'degrees of caring'. Something either matters deeply to you or it does not matter at all. You feel threatened now by what you see as the possibility of losing something you need to keep. Yet there is no way you can lose such a thing. Ironically, if you cared a little less, you'd easily see that! You can't put your emotions away, nor should you. But you can trust, just a little more, that the gods of the heavens are smiling on you now. Because, for all that's crazy now, they are

This is my horoscope for tomorrow. Quite apt giving all that has been going on with S16. I did contact him today but not in a way that I think he is waiting for. D18 has moved flats at uni and sent me her new number and address so I forwarded it to S16. He hasn't replied but I expected that. He will be expecting me to ring him apologising but I'm not going to do that as he is the one who currently needs to do that. Tough love goes on a little longer.