Thanks all for your comments!

Lisa: Your are right...ultimately I have to decide what I want...and right now, I want to hang on and hope for the best outcome. Some days, it isn't as easy to feel that way and I want the craziness to go away!

T: Thanks for checking in...I hope all is well with you and you had a good Thanksgiving....I'm a bit behind on your sitch...I will catch up pronto! \:\)

Jeff: You know I know...I know I know...you are right, the holidays will be interesting to say the least. I'm looking forward to S coming home to visit...and looking forward to my ILs coming. The BILS could stay away and I wouldn't mind at all.

One day at a time...

BA


Me:43
H:48
M:24 yrs T: 26 yrs
2 kids
ILYNILWYA 8-07 - MOW 9-07
H moved out 8-2-08 Back 8-18-08
Affair continues
Back home but not emotionally