Life in the Rough - A Liar's Game?

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I'm doing ok. It has been busy at work today and then we had a big Holiday luncheon at the University. After work this evening I am going with my boss to meet some business folks for drinks.

My H called before lunch and we were able to have some good conversation. I reminded him of my luncheon and also told him that I thought I would go after for the drinks this evening. I had made a deal with myself that if he had called me I would let him know, but if he didn't I wouldn't pursue him, but just go and GAL on my own. I'm glad he called, things worked out pretty well. One of the things we discussed...I told him that I was going to gather all of my strength and stop talking about the OW. He said that if I could really try and do that, we would make it thru this and be alright. He told me he would try to be understanding and more supportive. I told him that I was going to need support and affection from him, and he said he would give it. exhale!

I know it will still be rough, but I do feel some relief and yes, HOPE!

I want to thank all of you for your love and support the past few weeks. I know that I have not been there for you guys as much as I would like, but I really have not been thinking all that clearly. As I get stronger and refocused I will give more back to you.

Kel, I did a little shredding ritual this morning at my office and I will tell you all about it tomorrow. Not the pics yet, but something else. I felt immediately better.

BG I am thinking and praying for you too. I know that you have a huge hurt that you are dealing with, and you are just a baby girl. I know that you also have a huge heart and lots of love to share. You will figure out what you need to do and God will give you the grace to follow it thru.

MT, you my friend are also in my prayers. I think that I worry about you the most right now because I can feel the hurt that you are not expressing yet. Keep reading the tough love book and then read it again. I can honestly say that this and the DB book have changed my life. We might be out numbered by the evil OW that try to destroy a M, but we won't give in without a fight.

Love you all and I will check on you soon.