WC - Thank you! I have been thinking it, I know I am too available, all that is different right now is that he doesn't sleep at my house for the 3 or 4 hours he was home at night. I know I have to work on that, and for me that is probably the hardest part, but I know I have to do it. Like everyone else, he was the one I talked to after work and we did everything together. I have never been one to go out and do things really. My friends and I always joked, that MT is not social outside of work, cause I never wanted to do things. In high school, I didn't go out a lot, I would always use the horses as an excuse as to why I didn't go out, and for the most part it was true, but there were a lot of times, I just didn't feel like socializing. Now in my job, I am "on" continually talking and interacting with people all day. When I go home, I liked the quietness and H and I just talking. I would go to Wal Mart at 6:30 or 7:00 in the mornings on Sat and Sunday so I didn't have to deal with people. Once this started my friends told me I needed to be more social, and I have been trying. I go to Wal Mart now at 9:00 or 10:00! LOL. I have went to eat with friends and to the car races too, but I always fall back to do something if H wants to.
I know I have to do something, there is a quote in the movie Something to Talk About, where (Julie Roberts) Grace's sister Emma Rae says, Do something, do something drastic.
I need to do something drastic, and find me.
Thank you for the kick WC! I do need it and a couple hundred others.
