The last three posts are great. Since I am at work I have cut and paste them into a word document to print out and read later. A lot of how you described yourself in your relationship are similar to how I was. It has forced me to take a really good look at myself through lots of reading, meditation and soul searching, also. H was trying all along to do nice things for me, I just didn't see them or recognize them either or hear him say many times "I'm not happy."
