(((Lisa))), thanks for encouraging me, I really needed it. My patience wears thin:) I don't know if it's this time of year (I saw a new thread about it here) but today I feel like I just cannot take another minute in Limboland.
Since the opening H has called 2 times, first time he asked if I'm free the next day, I said yes and he just disappeared. Second time he called right now, money issues, nothing personal. Sounds indifferent, not even an alien, just a distant acquaintance. His bloody spinning is driving me Nuts! I'm spinning too, and I'm sick He can carry on like this forever!
Interestingly,a friend from Uni who doesn't know anything about H and me, sent me an e-mail today. She has this thing for asking a dictionary different questions (like one would ask I Ching) and she's getting pretty accurate answers sometimes. So she asked about me for some reason, and here is what she got:
"So I did get a reading with so many words...and it all spells out that you are about to make a big change in your life which will gladden your heart. Something tells me you are reluctant for this change but nonetheless it will be good. Alot of "digging in of your heels" to get what you want, so GO FOR IT!"
If it's a D change, well, may be I should GO FOR IT and have it done?! Will it gladden my heart, though?..
I wish I knew...
Thank you all for letting me vent again
(((hugs))) everybody
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
