Indulging my stylish side....

[psluke]

David started. He didn't make it before he moved and quit reading BB.

But I never have, maybe need too as he used to pass along snippets to me from past threads!

Sage I really hope your evening went better than your day!

[lostlove]

Would you all be disappointed to hear that I'm stuggling today?

certainly not! it let's us know that you are infact human and not the dbinator!

a down day is perfectly fine you'll "be back" to that possitive productive lady we're all so damn proud of.

LL

[sage]

Jeannine, Pam, Shiny, LL,

Thanks so much for the suportive words, ladies! It's silly but I actually really had to talk myself into posting my fears yesterday...not so much that I was embarrassed to be down but because I was getting all this wonderful "you're an inspiration" feedback...didn't want people checking out!

As for reading my threads....my suggestion to anyone brave enough to try is "look for the color" (right KAW???). Those are usually the posts when I'm doing my clearest DB thinking

Last night stunk...not because of any R. trouble, though. H has a serious scrape on his leg from baseball and when I got home he was in real pain...it was horrendously infected...so we spent a few hours at the emergency room. Glad to report that after a painful procedure he's on the mend...armed with bandages and ointments and antibiotics.

Positives:
1. Made it through the day/night without getting enmeshed in my fears...

2. H said that he was "a lucky man" when tucking me into bed

3. h put up the new blinds in the office...he did a terrific job! (and they look great).

Sage

[Jeannine]

H said that he was "a lucky man" when tucking me into bed

Indeed he is!

Jeannine

[psluke]

Hi Sage,

That just makes you more of an inspiration! You do have fears and you do deal with them!

I may have to try reading your threads. David did seem to get a lot out of them when he was reading them.

What a rotten evening. But at least not because of R trouble.

The positives sound great because we all have down or rotten times and you got through it without it getting to you!

I made it through my evening playing online.

[lostlove]

It's silly but I actually really had to talk myself into posting my fears yesterday not silly at all, I've had the same fear in posting down when up...and then of course posting up when I've been down too (that's a weird one isn't it?) ...not so much that I was embarrassed to be down but because I was getting all this wonderful "you're an inspiration" feedback...didn't want people checking out! honestly sage, it makes you more of an inspiration to know that you too have fears and doubts and bad days...if all you posted was everything is peachy keen and wonderful and all the good stuff, you wouldn't be much of an inspiration...watching someone work through the down feelings is much more inspiring

LL

[Phoenix_In_Bloom]

H said that he was "a lucky man" when tucking me into bed



What wonderful words!

Hugs.

[Jeannine]

LL's post sums up what I wanted to say.


There really is no point of arrival in all of this, right?

It is an ever evolving-process as we continue to be living, breathing, FEELING beings.

The resolve and the pace to which you have set for yourself, is part of what is so impressive about you.

You're the person up front with a machete cutting through dense growth and giving the rest of us a clearer path to follow.


Don't worry about stumbling, we've got your back.

Jeannine

[sage]

The resolve and the pace to which you have set for yourself, is part of what is so impressive about you.

You're the person up front with a machete cutting through dense growth and giving the rest of us a clearer path to follow.


Don't worry about stumbling, we've got your back.

Jeannine

Wow. Thanks for the +++ reinforcement!

Sage

[sage]

honestly sage, it makes you more of an inspiration to know that you too have fears and doubts and bad days...if all you posted was everything is peachy keen and wonderful and all the good stuff, you wouldn't be much of an inspiration...watching someone work through the down feelings is much more inspiring

LL -- Really good to know. Thanks for this! I don't think I'll be quite so hesistant next time to post about my mental gyrations

Sage