I'm afraid my M will remain this way forever; no L from her.
Once again I have to work on my GAL. If I don't I'm going to go crazy. My head is full of heart ache and bad memories. I need somehow to get out of this rut.
I also need to think of better places than to a bar to get out of the house. One night during the week I go out and drink. The main reason why I drink is to forget what I'm going home to. It also helps me pass the time while I wait to go home.
How do I know when I want a divorce. All I have been doing is thinking about it. Planning on where I might live next.
