You're of course, right. I am particularly bitter this morning, and of course, my comments were a reflection of my frustration, and you know some days are waaaayyyyyyyy worse than others. I am so frustrated with everything, but the latest with not seeing my D16 every day.
I call her daily, constantly trying to plan stuff with her. She is usually too busy or too angry or too whatever. If none of this happened, I would be home with her every day by 5PM and would see her every day. I dropped my S10 off this morning, like a CD back to a RedBox, making sure I followed the "Parenting Plan", so I wouldn't get charged late fees. Yeah, I'm bitter and angry today. Maybe it will pass. I never reflect any of this to anyone but the folks on this board. My kids never see this side of me, nor do my co-workers. Yes, I know what I need to do. Most days are better than this, but today is particularly rough, as has been the last week. I HATE all of this (as do you all, I get it) I know it's all a choice on my part. It will get better, as will my attitude, but I have an immense case of the as& right now