often lay and wonder if there is ANY reason for all of this...if God truly has a plan and sometimes even if there even IS a God...because, how then, is everything explained? How do we explain the pain and suffering in Africa, the deaths of children with incurable diseases...car accidents ripping entire families to pieces....plain crashes and so many other cruel and horrid things that happen to us...is this all for the greater good ?!
I have been struggling with this very same thing lately. In my history class that I took this semester my professor has even stated that God is man made. I am having a hard time with keeping with my belief. And if there is a God, does he really have time to worry about our marriages when there is so much other heartbreak going on in the world?
I do feel guilty thinking this way too, but it's the way I feel lately.
