Last night H called around 9:30, was being taxi service for some of his friends who had too much to drink at the bar. We talked on his way home, and I would say he sat outside there for a while, because we talked for an hour or so. He told me about the stupid stuff the guys were doing while they were drunk. I said that didn't last long. H said yeah they were already drunk when he got there at 6:30. H said he was sorry he made me sad. I told him I am OK. I said are you OK, H said if I don't think about it. I was glad he called, we sat in silence a few times, but he didn't want to get off the phone and go in, it was very obvious to me anyway, when he wasn't saying anything. I told him I was glad he called, and he said so am I. You know I like to talk to you. I asked him if he was going to be on time. He laughed.
So this morning H calls me early around 6:10. We talked, and he was on time. Said he crashed last night and did sleep. Asked how I slept, I said OK. He says you lie. I said I just sleep for bit and wake up. About every 2 hours. We talked until he got to work, as I was getting ready. It was a nice conversation.
Hope - Read more of the book, it is talking to me, I know. I just need to work on being stronger with H. That is very hard for me.
