Thanks so much yoyo. I like to think that this year will be the brand new beginning we need.
Sara- You are right. I think I will set New Year's Day as the day I won't look back. You're right, it is festering. It made me wake up early this morning and I couldn't get back to sleep. If after the new year I can't let it go, I will seek some counseling. I've had that in the back of my head, but with all of the counselors and bad experiences of the past I was trying to avoid it.
Thanks for caring about me. I've always been able to count on you to look in on me when I need it.
