YOU ARE RIGHT! My sitch has improved 1000 percent over the last 2 months. I guess I should not look a gift horse in the mouth. It is just that it is going so well that, want it to be over so we can start our new lives together. I am like a kid that gets some candy and is want more and more. I will continue taking small steps and be more patient.
I do not know how divorce proceeding work, but your Attn. should be paying more attention to your inquiries. Is this paperwork you are looking for dealing with MC? It sounds to me that you need a face-to-face with your attn. as well. I know, I know, you would are trying. I do not who is worse your H or your attn. At least your attn. should be pay more attention to you, especially since you are paying her.
You may want to consider asking for a face-to-face meeting in your next text message to H. It would be nice to have this meeting before your next MC appointment. I know H running hot and cold is frustrating for you. Think about it this way. H is riding a bigger roller coaster. You know what you want and can focus on that idea. H is still having feelings about you and he is just has a difficult time on focusing on what he wants. If he knew that he did not want to get back with you he would not running hot and cold. It would be just cold.
How is school going? Are you having problems concentrating on your studies? Your course work is just as important to your future as your sitch is.
I think your golf game has just in a rut. You will get a whole in one in the near future.
