I want to say I CAN'T do this anymore. But I know that I can, just as I have for so long. But today I am thinking I don't WANT to do this anymore.
H called me yesterday, I missed his call. He left a VM to tell me that he was picking up his truck and how much he was going to put down on the bill. I didn't call him back. I didn't struggle with this, not this time, I really don't even know if I want to talk to him. I have nothing to say. And he won't ask how my day was or how I am, so what's the point.
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
