You have come such a long way. Hang in there. Keep using this bb to vent. Sometimes things have to get worse before they can get better. I think really opening up to your H about how you have been feeling is a good thing. Your H and mine and many others just stopped sharing with us many moons ago and look where it landed them. So, sharing the bad and the good things are important.
How are things for you now? It's been a few days since your last post. nik
