I've calmed down since. Thanks for putting me back in place!
I actually cancelled today. I didn't hear from H at all yesterday...he promised to call D the past 2 nights and hasn't...so I cancelled. She's upset, I'm upset and he doesn't get it.
I can't believe I haven't been on my own thread in 4 days! I've been hit hard with depression and trying to overcome that. I've had seriously bad thoughts and went to church today and poured my heart to God. I asked for his forgiveness with my thoughts and actions and I hope He heard me.
I can't believe I haven't been on my own thread in 4 days! I've been hit hard with depression and trying to overcome that. I've had seriously bad thoughts and went to church today and poured my heart to God. I asked for his forgiveness with my thoughts and actions and I hope He heard me.
I hope everyone here is doing well!
HE always hears you!! And HE is always by your side. And we are here for you, too.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
We only have about 1-2 inches here now. I went and snowblowed the little old lady 2 houses down on Saturday. D took the dog and she made a snow angel in the driveway! I ofcourse had to take a pic of that! She wanted to make the dog make one too, but I told her not to put him on his back in all the snow.