yeah M, there are some mixed emotions; but definitely not paralyzing. Just keep reliving the last 8 months in my head sometimes thinking that if I had done some things different after her last A; we'd be in better shape. But who am I kidding, she doesn't WANT to be married anyway. She told me last night, that "some birds aren't meant to be caged." Pretty blatantly spells it out.
Thanks for the wishes. I believe we'll be fine in the end.
breakaway and Tawnya, thanks guys...
ILF, I hear ya. I'm working it and growing a set for the ride of my life.
