Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

[phbear316]

lwb

Hi

To be honest I wanted to rip everything apart, I wanted to call him and scream at him, but you know what would it have gotten me NOTHING

He is pathetic, he is a loser, he is a sad story. If this makes him happy so be it. It was just proof today that I am gone out of his life, i have been replaced.

Yes i should have taken more, but I did not want it. I would rather struggle to make payments then take the old stuff into my new life. I am happy with my decision.

This will not last with H, Its amazing sat night she stayed at the house. Just 24 hrs after I was gone.

The new relationship is just that new, will it work, I don't know, how long it will last I don't know. He makes me happy, he makes me feel good about me. I am doing just that enjoying it. In a way I want to get lost in my happiness for its been so long. I almost had an anxiety attack when he kissed me. How sad is that.

Thanks for you hugs they are very much appreciated.

bear