Thanks GFI. For some reason I hit bottom today after many months of dbing. I`m not a climber like you, but I`ve been hiking, mountain biking, road riding and dryland training for ski season. We now have snow and I will be out this weekend. Like you, I`ve registered for a few events to keep the momentum going. All of that and moving into my new house, playing with my dogs, getting back into my music, etc., means that life is pretty full and for the most part happy. I have a wonderful circle of friends and never lack for company if I want it. But I miss my guy... terribly. I do lose sight at times of why I'm doing this, particularly when he tells me that the feelings "just aren't there", that it isn't something that can be explained but just "felt", that it isn't me, it's him, etc. Why are we doing this when we could move on to meet someone else? Sorry... feeling very negative today.
