Sandi's in Piecing and it's getting better

[lovehimso]

Dear Sandi,

You probably thought you'd never hear from me again considering my abrupt disappearance from the boards. I need to apologize to you, as I see you have been by my thread several times inquiring as to my whereabouts. I tried to explain on my thread the reasons for my absence, although I know that what I really should have done was explain BEFORE I left what I was doing, but I really didn't plan for things to happen the way they did.

I had decided to take a day off, just to try to let things settle in my mind. Then a day turned to two, then three, then I realized how much I had been obsessing about my sitch, and how beneficial it was to my state of mind to take a break from it for a while. Not that I really stopped thinking about it. I was just completely overwhelmed and needed time to figure some stuff out.

Never did I forget the support and advice offered to me by you, particularly, or by anyone here. Everyone has been incredibly supportive and caring towards me, and I feel like I have been insensitive to that by being silent for too long. I owe all of you an apology.

I hope that you will come back and "see" me on my thread. I feel like I am in a better place mentally than I was when you last heard from me. I really was a basket case. I still have the same issues as before, but I feel like, at the very least, I've got a "grip", so to speak. I finally feel as if I have taken some small steps forward, and even though I know that I will take some backwards steps, I feel encouraged and hope to continue the "two steps forward, one step back" process.

I hope you are feeling better than you were the last time I was around. I have thought about you daily and you have been in my prayers.

Hope to hear from you soon...