I felt strange this morning when I woke up...just kind of sad in a way I hadn't felt before. I think it might be the feelings of stress that pass through me every now and then - since I can't say that I've ever really experienced stress before...at least not like this...

My SIL called me today...had a nice talk with her...and she's still very mad at her sister...and I found myself trying to ask her to be more compassionate -but she's just fed up with my W's behavior (and apparently also sick of the lies my W has been trying to tell her about me - until they stopped talking).

SIL told me that their mom said something about how their father is probably bipolar, so too is their grandmother, and one of their father's brothers (not the child-molester uncle - another one)...what a mess...

I'm going to a reception for my college tonight...hopefully that will be a nice break from everything.


Me:39
S3,S13

"We consent to live like sheep." W.H. Auden

On my own
Separation #4