Got home and H was here, was in an OK mood. We talked about his work and his friend from work called, about going to Taco Tuesday tonight. H said he would be there shortly. I was upbeat and happy and we talked about his day. He didn't have time to take the steel because he was looking at the duplex. I asked him if he was going to be on time tomorrow, and laughed. I said you haven't been on time since you have been there. H said yes I have, I said you were late Wednesday, Monday and Tuesday. H said Oh well. I know I shouldn't have said anything, but I always felt bad when he was late, and he used to. We talked a bit about SD24, he had talked to her some, not about not living here, but that her Mom and Grandma are giving her a hard time because her mom says H cheated on her, I told SD that I don't think he did, but I told H I could have told you they would say that. H said Yeah. I think that bothered him some that he is doing now what he said he hadnt' done. He told me the duplex was reasonable, but too small. I said too small for what? H said for me. H tells me that he is has seen some trailers for sale in the paper that if he is spending $500 a month that is $6000 a year, I just as well buy something for $10,000, or so. That made me upset, some I didn't cry, I looked away, but I said do you want to sell this place? H said No, Do you? I said No, but I hate that you are going to have to spend so much money. We just sat there for a while. Then his phone rang, another guy about going to Taco Tuesday. He started getting stuff ready said he took two more pairs of jeans and some socks. H says we will talk tomorrow. I said sorry. I need to stop the sorry's. H gave me kiss, I said are you going to gyrate? H laughed and said why? ( all weekend long when he would lean over me on the couch he was gyrating too) I said you were all about the gyrating earlier? H said what I said this weekend. H says that was this weekend, I said is it different? H said no. I said have a good time, be careful going home.
I just really sucked at the Dbing today. I am not sure why it bothered me, but it did. So backsliding I go.
