Thanks...I think after warming up here, I'm now ready to spill my guts. And hopefully really start moving forward in a way that will most help my son. When he's the motivation..well, I find the will to go on. The last 3 1/2 years of my life have been extremely difficult, with the last being the toughest. And now that the cancer sitch is finally winding up...it's time to "start over" in this family.