since I have access to her Cell phone bill aonline I know the affair is over she went from talking to her about 10 times a day to 4 times for the whole last month. She does live in Atlanta and we are in TX so I definetly think she had an awakening to some degree. Could it be she is fighting with the issue that she now knows what she has done to me. Should I still only comunicate with her when she initiates it or what do I do. Dont want to do the same mistakes from the past.I can tell in her eyes that she realizes now that she loves me but is still not ready to come home.At least thats what I think I see.I dont talk about the Affair or us at all so is hard to see whre she is at emotionally.Wish I could make sense of it all.