where is it going Frank? limbo? this is from someone that for the longest time held onto a lost man, a lost man to himself and thus, to me/others. A good db friend told me how much happier I was now that all that crap was over, I sounded better and free, that before I was putting together a puzzle, forcing hoping the pieces would fit and each time one would buckle and I"d fret to keep it together.
That pretty much describes how it's been. It has to end, for sure.
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So you dont' want to hurt her by stopping this merry go round and vicious cycle, isnt' SHE hurting you without a second thought? I'm not saying tit for tat, but she has no earthly idea how badly you are hurting and she keeps on going thinking only of herself.
Yes, I agree with what you say. I'm not ready to file, I am ready to start acting as if I will be divorced and set new boundaries. It hurts and It's scary. I've been riding the merry go round too long, hoping for it to change. Not changing myself like I need to be.
