It is very interesting that H got you a gift?! You are still occupying space in his heart and mind...that is a good thing!
I feel your frustration and know how hard it is to continually carry on when you are stuck in the middle of such a mess...it's almost as if because H can't make up his mind, that you can't truly make your mind up either....at least that's how I feel in my sitch....I'm emotionally (I think) prepared for the worse and then my H surprises me with a word or action to contradict his actions and words to me....leaves me hanging so to speak....this can be really frustrating!
Hang in there....look at where you are today compared to a year ago...
Keep up the DBing, the PMAing, the GALing...be yourself...be the beautiful woman we all know and love...
Hugs!
BA
Me:43 H:48 M:24 yrs T: 26 yrs 2 kids ILYNILWYA 8-07 - MOW 9-07 H moved out 8-2-08 Back 8-18-08 Affair continues Back home but not emotionally