I'm a big sky gal, myself married to a little back yard.
Anxiety disorder can shrink the whole world. So I have to remember that is at play.
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And the fact that your S has the option to see any big sky he wishes in his future is a feeling I wish sometimes I could have back.
And I think that's what opened up that sadness for me...I remember how desperate I was to finally be GROWN UP...and out from under my dad's and brother's thumbs...one day, by God, I was gonna live in big sky country and nobody was gonna stop me.
And somehow...
But it's up to me how big my sky is...I am only in the beginning of learning how to live that way. So I have low times still. Over all I feel a lot of relief to feel like we had a good fit with the therapist. And I think H will like him too. The last one just riled him up. Not what we need.
I just had a thought...that I need to teach S12 by example and not lay down and be a sorrowful victim that he has to somehow avenge with his life!!!
