Seem to be getting a lot of this since church on Sunday....
You will always, always, ALWAYS get slammed after you think you've gotten a revelation via church.
I can not express that enough so you might as well start to anticipate it if you keep going. The family has an Advocate and the family has an enemy. Which one do you reckon you're pissin off by seeking revelation?
You need to decide soon what you believe and what you want and then you need to decide if, when and how you will fight for it.
Otherwise, quit and file.
But stop being moved in whatever direction the wind blows from one day to the next.
Also, tell your family to suck it up when they think they need to tell you to quit hoping.
If they are not a part of the solution then they are a part of the problem.
There's way too much talk going on around your sitch.
