Good afternoon! It's time for a new thread. My last one locked... after talking to B last night on the phone for half an hour. (details available on previous thread )
Essie, I know what you mean about wanting me to just have my own plans. the only thing is if I don't try to coodinate with him over dec/jan, who knows when I will be able to see him next? It would probably work against my overall goal of trying to have more frequent and meaningful contact. It's been four months already since I saw him in august. before I started posting here I actually tried just going to NYC in December 2007 on the pretext of visiting other friends *in case* I ran into him and then *of course he would want me* but nothing happened except I got really nervous whenever I went outside!!!
