For the Guy with Kids and a WW Vinte (20)

[hopeful4her]

Seeing my little baby trying so hard these past few days just touched my heart.

I think that her seeing me having hope is letting her have hope and I'm not going to have her keep being disappointed.

Because she will be.

I have to protect her. The wife is just a cake eater, plain and simple. She's okay having both worlds, just like she has been. Her guilt chips away at her and always will. I'll consider her a lost cause. I have done all I can.

So I have to take myself away from her. I think it will help D7 more this way. I'm concerned about D11, but moreso D7. D11 is going to be going to some counseling at school for children in her situation. Possibly today.

As they were getting ready to leave last night, D11 asked the wife if she was going to see her tomorrow(today). The wife says,
"Yes...well, I get off at 5:30. Depends if your dad picks you up early."

Oh yeah. I'll be doing my racing again.

Yesterday, she also mentions how she has to get to the daycare to pay today. I tell her that I already paid for the week when I picked up D7. She says, "Well, you already had paid twice."

I ask her if she paid LAST week, and she says that no, she used it as vacation for D7, so she didn't have to pay for the week. She says she'll just pay me back. Sunday, when I called S14 and he told me they were on their way back to the apartment for me to pick them up, he told me,

"Mom asked if you could get her a paper and she'll pay you back."

I'm gonna have to start a freakin' tab on her azz!