IDK Neil.I have to stop trying to figure out what's going on in her head. It's impossible to know. Better off just worrying about me. As I said before - with such a long history I don't think I can ever FULLY detach. Too many feelings inside me. Who knows, maybe I will get there.

Last edited by mulesqb; 12/02/08 05:13 PM.
M 43
W 44
M 17
T 22
S16,12,9
Bomb 2/05/08
I served her 1/06/09
S'd 3/15/09
D'd 12/21/09



"Tough times don't last, tough people do." --My Dad to me years ago, me to my boys now.