From a cognitive perspective, I've made a long-term commitment to dbing.
Emotionally, I struggle regularly. It's been 8 months of separation. I`ve gotten past just surviving. But I still have days of ragged emotions and feel so distracted that my productivity at work is sub-par.
How can I get beyond this?
One of my worries is that even if my M is saved, I will be so emotionally wrung out from having endured months (years?) of rollercoastering that a whole heap of other problems will exist for me. And what if my H just ends up meeting someone else (his hoped-for EA didn`t work out)?
GFI, you don`t seem to be emotionally wrung out. I`ve tried to go back and read your earlier posts (not finished yet) to learn more about your journey and perhaps what you've learned along your journey.
Really just looking for advice and support, please.
After several nice contacts over the weekend, my H seems to have scuttled away again. Another website likened this process to trying to attract a deer out of the woods. Now I just have to hang back and see if he contacts me again.
