I just want this pain to be over. I don't want any of my family to be hurt, so i feel like I have to keep this secret inside of me, but it is so horrible.
I just want to run away. If it wouldn't cause more damage I would just go to my S's house and not go home for a few days.
Sometimes I feel like it is going to be ok, but after I am away from him for a while I feel like everything is building up inside of me.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
