Thanks Ellie, it does help. I have not been to any PTSD forums, so if you could suggest some that would be great.
One of the biggest problems I have found w/ the German military is the refusal to admit that soldiers may have suffered at all. I know the US military does the same thing, but the German military is worse. Even if PTSD is admitted, no counseling is offered as Germany does not seem to believe it is beneficial.
H was seeing a counselor for a while, but he said that it didn't help at all. He was working as a security guard in the county hospital, and once he switched jobs and the insurance changed, his C was not covered anymore, so he quit going. But he said it wasn't helping anyway.
I love my H and want to stick this out, so any suggestions and advice you can give would be wonderful. Thank you so much!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
