Thanks for your love and encouragement this morning girls. BG, you are up early today. MT, the drive in was not too bad. Much better than it was going home last night. I think we got about 5 inches of snow. It looks like Christmas around here already. Kel, thanks for the wisdom. As I was experiencing the pain last night I realized that the confession did not heal all as I had hoped. I guess that was really why I was feeling so bad.
He and I did talk a bit this morning. Basically I told him that I didn't care if he went to the bar, but that I did want us to communicate things. He agreed.
I also asked him what happened to the support that he was going to give me? Just because this had happened last Feb. and he has had all of that time to process what he did, I just learned about it a few days ago and it is very new to me. He seemed to understand that.
IDK. I still feel anxious and like throwing up. I am wearing my rubberband. But I still want to slap her face.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.