Unconditional Love 3 (mmf)

[missmyfriend]

Punktmann, I had started a R with a woman, over the phone and I realized that I was still in love with my W even though I thought I was ready. We hadn't even gone on a date, and I could tell that I hurt her when I said that I couldn't. It hurt me to do that to another person, maybe more than it hurt her.

I don't know if my W will ever deal with her issues and, even if she does that, whether she would want to reconcile but it is really about me at this point and how I feel. I am not trying to sound self serving but in a case like this, it is better to realize my reasoning for wanting a R with someone and not use it as a form of band aid. In this case, I think it is something more compassionate not to lead someone on, regardless of my reasoning why I should date.

The last thing I want to do is to hurt someone else or to hurt my children.

I appreciate your posts, my friend.

mmf