untying a few knots #9

[Babygirl]

lol tomato stirring up this hen house too i see. I hear ya KJ I am back and forth, i think i was better with him here, i know he has to work, duh, but she is there. so my thought i could do this, didnt feel like that yesterday. I think i can, then i think i cant. I will ask about something for sleep, great idea thank you!
I read about your day kel. I am just glad you feel better!!

the dr did give me something yesterday to calm me down, and it knocked me out way early last nite, thus I am up way to early today, and all I wanted to do today was sleep it away. today is a week from the kid bomb, and the first time in 6 years he hasnt spent the day with me, that makes it really really hard. the second he left this morning, I was in tears. I wish I could just run away for just a little bit, and get out of this for a while.